Ello to everyone that even bothers reading my journal entries.
For once in my life I can honestly say I'm happy. But it's an intense feeling of joy welling up from within me. Never have I felt this ever before in my life. It's like butterflies beating their wings 100 mph in your stomach, and all you want to do is cry uncontrollably and laugh until you no longer have the tears or the breath to breathe. Speechless, the only words you can manage are "I love you." Truly, and deeply. All the sorrow drains from your body, and all you can do is smile. Any negative thoughts that haunt you, your mind strays from the bad, seeking comfort that can easily be found in his voice.He is my prince, the only one I can tell the 3 words, and mean them with all my heart. Deep from within, I live for him, I cry for him, I long for him. I love him.
He makes me smile from the inside out, and when he talks to be of all that is happening is true. Denial is overcome with indescribable joy, and you know you have found him. The one for you. Love songs play hinting to me, romantic dreams, and fate has led us here to one another's embrace. The truth in his voice drowns out the doubt of your mind, and your heart skips beats, beating only to the silent song your heart is singing for him, the longing is damn near unbearable. Every moment without him is a moment of heartache.
Valentine's day is no longer a day I loathe, for now I truly understand what it feels like to love and be loved in return. <3